Drowsy

Gosh, i’m trying to keep myself awake for another hour plus.. gonna die here… its bored and nothing is interesting to keep me awake!!

Cant fb, cant do anything that can help to boost my energy level up @.@ I shouldnt hav taken my medication… its making me dragging my feet when i walk and i have to use toothpick to support my eyes lids edi

Blogging from work

Finally… I have the time to update my blog after soooooooOOOO loooooggg… LOL. Well, that doesn’t mean this will be a long post. How much can I blog from the office anyway?

I don’t know whether do I like my work or not. It’s just too random every single day. Sometimes it gives me satisfaction, sometimes it just turned me down instead. I guess the people around me also affecting me. I don’t really know how or what should I do to be more close to them. To joke or to be able to communicate with them easily. Well, of course trainees don’t really care about this normally because they just work a couple of months then shooo.. jumped to another company for permanent jobs. But I am different here! I wish that wherever I go, I will be able to make some real friends there.

Here~ many of the old faces I saw last time in UCSI. Even my lecturer who gave us a hell of time also working here. It’s so weird and peculiar that my lecturer turns into my colleague in a year’s time. One moment I was hoping he would give more marks, have some mercy, the other moment I am testing all the modules he has programmed and logged any bugs found in his modules. LOL. I just feel sooo peculiar.

The only thing I was worried about was my lunch. Where to have it as my office is seated directly in the city! Which means $$$$ in everything we buy, eat or even drink *sweat*. But thank God very much that there’s this particular building which sells affordable chinese food such as mixed economic rice, pan mee.. and more.. so now my lunch fee ranges from RM 4 – 5.50 with chinese tea FREE. Not that bad right? Still able to save some from the allowance given by this job, including the transportation fee as well =D

Didn’t really learn a lot of things here. Maybe more understandings of the correct procedures on how testings work. Test cases and all.. log the issues and close the issues.. This is practically what I am doing every single day! God knows how many clicks I have clicked on this poor little Logitech mouse to haunt down the errors. =S sigh.. and then my manager, Pauline was actually asking me to consider to stay back as a contract staff.. or permanent staff even better for her =S not only once but like 4 -5 times each time I told her about getting jobs outside. Well, I don’t know should I stay or not but if I do stay, that will defeat the purpose of going through the hell loads of Business subjects and endless presentations in my course. I made a turning point in my life by studying BIS because I realized that I prefer interaction more instead of living infront of a computer screen every single day of my life =.=. Sigh.. it’s ok. I still have 2 months more to contemplate.

Oh yeah, of 1 month plus I worked here, I have been down with cough, sore throat and cold plenty of times!! Keep coughing non stop and getting worse each day >.<. Sitting under 2 airconds… LOL.. robots also would turn gila because of over cold. Engines dont work well when its too cold (crap).

>.< i guess that’s long enough.. right now, im just hoping for CNY to arrive faster! Though it’s this Sunday, but i utterly feel empty T.T

Work – Bassnet Maritime Operation

LOL this I must laugh out loud because the very last time I penned down was on the last day of 2009. And it’s end of January now o.O Time really passes so fast and already 1 month I had worked.

Gonna update about it more. Now back to work before I get screwed

Last day of 2009

I am back again to this dead blog.. thinking that today’s the last day of 2009.. I should at least blog something about it..

But what??

I don’t know.. since months I put a stop of blogging about my pathetic colorful life, I no longer have the will to express whatever I feel..

Maybe it happened also partly due to what that ’someone’ told me, – why wanna have diary or blog? Why wanna read back and remind ourselves those happy/unhappy moments? If an event is significant enough to be remembered, it would be ingrained deep in our memories, if not, why bother to remind ourselves about it? – Though I wasn’t 100% agreed on what he said, but then slowly, it became quite true also… therefore i stopped blogging!

If you’re my regular reader, sorry for not keeping it updated..  Facebook is there, everything that is happening on me is reporting live there.. LOLZ..

Recalling what happened in 2009… only one word to describe it it – BUMPY. Yes, it was indeed a very bumpy road for me to be where I am today..  lotsa lotsa ups and downs that made my life less boring … hahaha.. well, with a particular incident, it really changed my life ermm.. 60% percent? Group of friends changed.. yes, not literary changed but rather.. it happened for REAL… to be honest, i do miss those friends of mine which no longer really keep in touch ALOT.. sometimes looking at their facebook status, wanted to reply but i held back… afraid of something but not sure of what and why.. bah, just leave it..

Also, 2 very precious beloved people left me and my family too… both of my grandpa after a consecutive week o.O sigh… i really missed them alot.. without their presence now, it constantly reminded myself to cherish and treasure the people around me while I still have the chance… coz I didn’t really put more efforts in spending more time with both of them.. especially ah kong.. my dad’s dad… it’s okay.. i know that he’s very safe and sound with the Lord now.. same goes with ah gong, my mum’s dad… happy ever after with poh poh now.. awww.. missed them greatly man!!

I’ve been closer at hearts with my parents… can talk lotsa crap with them now… often have family gathering now to so call ‘rebonding’ according to my dad.. really LMAO.. I really wanna thank them for supporting me up to today.. in terms of my needs, wants, financial… emotion… bla bla bla.. they really accompanied and walked side by side with me through my darkest moments to my brightest moments… oh yeah, I participated in a competition and won the 2nd runner-up prize… from their smiles, i could see that they are so proud of me.. of cos, didn’t tell me directly .. (not used to it eh)…

I’m crapping in this post again.. sigh… dont know what’s holding me back from blogging like last time again… but hell, i tried to pen down again… so bear with it

by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Love Story meets Viva la Vida

Really got addicted to this song that I listened to it like 100 times a day??? Excellent composer that deserves to be acknowledged in the globe!

And oh… did I say he dedicated this song especially to his daughter, whose named is Sarah too??

Hehe.. suddenly I feel it’s an honor to have “Sara” as my name