I am back again to this dead blog.. thinking that today’s the last day of 2009.. I should at least blog something about it..
But what??
I don’t know.. since months I put a stop of blogging about my pathetic colorful life, I no longer have the will to express whatever I feel..
Maybe it happened also partly due to what that ’someone’ told me, – why wanna have diary or blog? Why wanna read back and remind ourselves those happy/unhappy moments? If an event is significant enough to be remembered, it would be ingrained deep in our memories, if not, why bother to remind ourselves about it? – Though I wasn’t 100% agreed on what he said, but then slowly, it became quite true also… therefore i stopped blogging!
If you’re my regular reader, sorry for not keeping it updated.. Facebook is there, everything that is happening on me is reporting live there.. LOLZ..
Recalling what happened in 2009… only one word to describe it it – BUMPY. Yes, it was indeed a very bumpy road for me to be where I am today.. lotsa lotsa ups and downs that made my life less boring … hahaha.. well, with a particular incident, it really changed my life ermm.. 60% percent? Group of friends changed.. yes, not literary changed but rather.. it happened for REAL… to be honest, i do miss those friends of mine which no longer really keep in touch ALOT.. sometimes looking at their facebook status, wanted to reply but i held back… afraid of something but not sure of what and why.. bah, just leave it..
Also, 2 very precious beloved people left me and my family too… both of my grandpa after a consecutive week o.O sigh… i really missed them alot.. without their presence now, it constantly reminded myself to cherish and treasure the people around me while I still have the chance… coz I didn’t really put more efforts in spending more time with both of them.. especially ah kong.. my dad’s dad… it’s okay.. i know that he’s very safe and sound with the Lord now.. same goes with ah gong, my mum’s dad… happy ever after with poh poh now.. awww.. missed them greatly man!!
I’ve been closer at hearts with my parents… can talk lotsa crap with them now… often have family gathering now to so call ‘rebonding’ according to my dad.. really LMAO.. I really wanna thank them for supporting me up to today.. in terms of my needs, wants, financial… emotion… bla bla bla.. they really accompanied and walked side by side with me through my darkest moments to my brightest moments… oh yeah, I participated in a competition and won the 2nd runner-up prize… from their smiles, i could see that they are so proud of me.. of cos, didn’t tell me directly .. (not used to it eh)…
I’m crapping in this post again.. sigh… dont know what’s holding me back from blogging like last time again… but hell, i tried to pen down again… so bear with it
by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!